It’s funny when I look back

And see

How much I cared for you then

Before you took a hammer

And hacked me to pieces

I thought I meant more

I thought we were worth it

But time shows card’s faces

Jokers, Aces

I hate that I love you

But you

It’s all a joke to you now

You gave me this gift

Of a broken goddamned heart

But you just don't get it

It’s more than that to me

I wasn't just sleeping with you

Assholes, bases

Every time I look back and realize

 I stop

 I stop singing

I hate when you sneak up on me, I hate it when you peek

This was supposed to be my secret, not something for the world

But look at me now

I'm all dressed up and can't do what I want

You trapped me like a roach motel

I didn't ask to be here, I didn't want to settle for you

But I can sing, I guess, I know I can

But I'm still just

A bird in a cage

Fed three times daily

And you pet my bars

I'm safe in here you say

It’s for my own good

I didn't want to be jaded, I didn't want this life

I gave up your baby, because I never want to be your wife